Monday, February 15, 2010

About May 2009

So my dr had me start with Femara CD 3-7. Day 12 IUI. I responded well to the Femara. Joe's sperm count was good. This was bound to work!!!!!!! Now I have to wait 14 freakin days. Why do 14 days on vacation fly by, yet 14 days waiting...feels like an eternity. I know everyone says it, but it can't be said enough...those 2 weeks SUCK.

14 days past iui...no period, 15 days...no period. Preg test...NEGATIVE. Maybe it's too early?

DAMN! DAMN! DAMN!

I get myself so excited and build up this hope and then it's crushed. It feels like the world is falling down around you. Like you've failed once again.

Joe tries to console me and tries to be optimistic, but I feel like there are no words. I just want to be alone.

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